Yes, I do. I’m a Filipina. Don’t I really look like one? Awe. No worries. God bless you as well.
I have no idea with whom will I tell how I am feeling right now. It’s possibly because I’m scared that they would just ignore me and would have left me hanging in solitude. I’m scared that they would reject me. I’m scared that they would barely understand what situation I am into. I’m scared with what they would say towards me, that they might tell me I’m just being paranoid and exaggerated. But I am not, definitely. I’m not pretty sure if they would help me or do anything just to diminish the burden I am carrying at this moment. Yes, they are my close friends but it’s a different story now. A lot of things happened in the past that’s why I’m thinking this way. Well, you can’t blame me. Things changed, awkward scenes came out, unuttered feelings finally told, unexpected situations happened and so on and so forth. It’s just that.. everything’s not the same anymore. And yes, they are right. Some words are better left unsaid. How I wish I could bring those times back. But then, I know we can’t go back to the way we used to be. They don’t know how much I miss them and the days when everything is fine. Sad to say but the memories we once shared will just stay as memories, I guess.
Good morning, Zick. You too, okay? :) May God bless you.